I am standing in front of a TV, in New Jersey. It's on the YouTube App, because it's a smart TV.
This is on repeat, so is the taste of burning, nail polish remover, or oh yeah it was called FUCKING LAIRD'S.
Burning. Kurt Screaming. Repeat. Repeat. Fall asleep on chair next to cat.
Strange memory.
Sometimes God plays the piano,
Like a cat
Walking across keys
He plays.
And we think, how cruel,
The keys are falling on people.
When really, water is washing over them,
and bringing them somewhere more peaceful, than anywhere you ever imagined.
Just a thought.
Updated: Jan 4, 2021
I went sailing one day, and came upon something very unusual that has forever since stuck with me. I was enjoying the sunset, when a small boat began to pass mine.
I have social anxiety and have been fighting a losing battle to overcome it for decades, so sometimes I challenge myself to make conversation with strangers. Unfortunately, I chose to do this on this occasion. The man I spoke to, turned his head unnaturally as if to respond, and let out the most unnatural noise I have ever heard in my life. My father has sometimes told me that there are words in Spanish, his native language, that don't translate. Well, imagine this, this sound didn't translate, to carbon based life form. It was like the man broke, and in that screeching second with a wave of static he disappeared
and I was left feeling more alone than I have ever felt in my life...
I sailed home, and never forgot my little lesson, why never to take to the sea, alone... at night.
In today's world, faced with pandemics, riots, lock-downs, increases in depression and addiction, this addict wants to provide a place to speak, to give a voice to the voiceless.
Providing a platform for all those who have ever felt unheard to express themselves. For right now, me, Come, join me. I would love to here from you
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